I’ve realized why I struggle to blog here. I have this idea that I have to come all cleaned up and have some major revelation from God to share.
Not long ago I realized that I don’t have to do that. I don’t have to come to Jesus all cleaned up. Why should Is show myself as that kind of person here, on my blog?
I’m not perfect. No one is perfect. It’s time for me to start using this blog for that. It will mean being bold. It will mean trusting God with what I’m supposed to share.
God has called me to speak and I don’t want to put myself out there as some one I’m not. I’m not perfect. I have my struggles. I’m seeing new struggles as I work through my past and how it relates to my future. I believe that it’s time to stop hiding.